My New Hobby
"I guess being pregnant is your hobby now, huh?"
That's what Nathan said to me this morning as I dutifully checked not one but both of my pregnancy apps. I have to say, he's not wrong.
The coffee table is currently home to a teetering pile of library books, spanning the not-so-broad subjects of pregnancy, pregnancy yoga, pregnancy massage, and birth. I have a new collection of websites that get checked on a daily-if-not-hourly basis, a new (still secret) wishlist on Amazon ("Spawning"), and, obviously, a new blog** to host all my extra-self-involved thoughts on the experience of growing an entirely new human. The kitchen table has a few pamphlets from the maternity center, including the paperwork for our first ultrasound. My phone, in addition to the aforementioned apps, also has a gallery labeled "Belly Progression", which currently sports a grand total of seven photos of me making various faces in reaction to my non-existent "bump" (and my suddenly extra-existent boobs). I just got done watching a film that I probably wouldn't have watched a year ago. (Hint: it shares a title with one of the few pregnancy guides not currently perched on my coffee table.)
Hobby is, of course, the polite way of saying obsession.
**(at the time of writing I'd created a baby-specific blog so that I wouldn't drive the readers of this blog insane. Needless to say, circumstances changed and so did the blog this entry belonged to.)